Burnt out from work and emotionally drained from being my sister’s emotional crutch, I did something I’d never done before—I bought a random plane ticket, hoping to breathe again.
Mexico sounded like an escape. It was, until I boarded the flight and locked eyes with the last person I ever wanted to see: Dean—my sister’s ex-husband.
After a brutal week, I came home dragging, feeling like I’d aged ten years. My body ached, my mind fogged, and the woman in the mirror didn’t look like me—more like a ghost. I barely had time to process the fatigue before Jolene’s soft sobs echoed from the hallway.
She’d been living with me for a month, ever since Dean left her with just a note and a key. I’d played therapist, chef, nurse—everything but myself. She was broken. And I was running on empty. That night, watching her poke at her dinner with vacant eyes, something in me bent. Not snapped—just bent too far.
By morning, I was gone.
No destination in mind, just a mission: disappear. At the airport, I said, “First ticket out.” The agent replied, “Cancún.”
Perfect.
I smiled for real for the first time in weeks—until I boarded the plane and saw Dean. My heart dropped.
On arrival, the sun was blinding, the air thick. I stumbled into chaos, heat, and a language I barely understood. A local man approached, smiling, and offered help. I typed “I need a hotel” into my translator app. He nodded, loaded my suitcase into his dusty car, and before I could get in—sped off.
Gone. My clothes, my passport, my money.
Panic crashed into me. I collapsed outside the airport, sobbing—loud, ugly sobs.
“Susan?”
It was Dean.
Of course.
I wanted to yell, tell him to leave. But I had nothing left. No choice. He offered to help. I let him.
At the police station, I watched him speak fluent Spanish, calm and clear. He remembered details I didn’t. For once, I didn’t have to fix everything. He was doing that.
“They’ll find the guy,” he said. “Stay in my hotel tonight. Two beds. No strings.”
I hesitated but agreed. At the hotel, the silence stretched thick between us.
Finally, Dean asked, “Why are you so angry with me?”
I scoffed. “You really don’t know?”
“I want to.”
“You left Jolene. She cries herself to sleep every night. You broke her.”
He looked at me, eyes softer. “I didn’t leave without saying anything. I told her the truth.”
I didn’t know what shocked me more—his words, or the fact that, for the first time in a long while, I wasn’t the one holding everything together.